My love Story Through Song Lyrics

What is Love? Strong feeling of deep attraction for somebody or something; Strong feeling of affection and sexual attraction for somebody (Oxford Learner’s Pocket Dictionary).  So, everyone has different love stories and this story is one of it...

Chapter 1

The Intro of My Love Story

Described my love story...hmmm complicated.      But you’ll get a glimpse of it when listening to this song. Well, This song was introduced by my friend..she said that she and her friend used to listen to this too..kept me wondering why..she said that this song was suitable for us both..

Actually this song was sung by a man and a woman...but im just gonna show you the woman’s part..so here it is:

Artist: Justin and Natalie  Title: Where Are You

........

How does he laugh? How does he cry? What is the color of his eyes?
Does he even realize I'm here?
........

Where is he? Where is he? Where is he? Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he? Who is he? Who's gonna take me so high?

........

Where are you?? I'ma to look all over the world baby
'cause I know you are out there
I know I might sound crazy, but I think I love you

.........

First i listened to this,,my mouth hung open (seriously, it’s true). It’s perfectly pictured me..kept wondering and waiting for the right man for me.

***

Chapter 2

My Perfect Love Story

A girl can dream, right?..i’ve never experienced a romance life before ,,but if I could decided how my love story gonna be,,I would wanted my love story to be like this...

How would i met my boy? Start to think what i like..I like book,movie,,hmm music? (a musician is kinda cool too)..hahaha. By the way i’ve never imagined this before (about how i would met my boy) until i found this song in magazine..

Artist: Hellogoodbyes  Title: Bonnie Taylor Shakedown

Visit you at Baskin Robins all the time
To let you know that I am yours and you are mine
So we can take long walks through central park
And hold each others hands to fight the dark

..........

Why i like this? It’s because “Baskin Robins”..I love ice cream very much and wouldn’t it be cool if i met my boy in this ice cream gallery?..

***

How would i spend my time with my boy? Well, I can’t dance but i want to be able to dance like in one in Enchanted movie (Patrick Dempsey and Amy Adams). So, i would like to spend my time by just being closer with him then having a slow dance....

Artist: Jon McLaughlin (OST Enchanted)  Title:  So Close

You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

......

Or maybe that one is to much,,this way would be ok: I would go to dance party or a pub then the boy who liked me would ask me to dance...

Artist: Kings Of Convenience  Title: I’d Rather Dance With You

I'd rather dance with you
than talk with you,
so why don't we just move into the other room.
There's space for us to shake,
and 'hey, I like this tune'.

Even if I could hear what you said,
I doubt my reply would be interesting
for you to hear.
Because I haven't read a single book all year,
and the only film I saw,
I didn't like it at all.

I'd rather dance than talk with you.
I'd rather dance than talk with you.
I'd rather dance than talk with you.

The music's too loud
and the noise from the crowd
increases the chance of misinterpretation.
So let your hips do the talking.
I'll make you laugh by acting like the guy who sings,
and you'll make me smile by really Getting into the swing.

Well, isn’t it fun to have dance with a boy we like and then get laugh all the night with him?

***

How would i like my boy? I don’t need a perfect guy to be my boyfriend but a charismatic and smart person is my interest one..but the most important thing is that  i’d like to be myself when i’m with him,,just like in this song...

Artist: Taylor Swift  Title: I’m Only Me When I’m With You

I'm only up when you're not down.
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground.
It's like no matter what I do.
Well you drive me crazy half the time;
the other half I'm only trying to let you know that what I feel is true.
And I'm only me when I'm with you.

........

Just a small town boy and girl
livin' in a crazy world.
Tryin' to figure out what is and isn't true.
And I don't try to hide my tears.
The secrets or my deepest fears.
Through it all nobody gets me like you do.
And you know everything about me.
You say that you can't live without me.

When I'm with anybody else it's so hard to be myself.
Only you can tell.

..........

***

How would my boy ask me to be her girlfriend? Hmm..he would make a song to me then one day when he’s ready he would come to me by bringing his guitar then sing it to me.

This song is perfectly pictured that. Same with ‘Where Are You’ song, this song was also intoduced by my friend. My friend just sang the sweet part of it: There’s only one thing. To Do. Three words. For you. (I love you). I just loved it the first time i heard this. See it the full version....

Artist: Plain White T’s  Title: 1234

1-2-1-2-3-4
Give me more loving than I’ve ever had
Make me feel better when I’m feeling sad
Tell me I’m special even though I know I’m not
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad

Barely getting mad
I’m so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy
Its as easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4

There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you

There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you

Give me more loving from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad

You’re the best that I’ve had
And I’m so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy
It’s easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4

........

***

How would i spend my first date with my boy?hmm..really have no idea,,but i found this song was just too sweet to picture it although the lyric is just a little too cheesy..

Artist: Taylor Swift  Title: Today Was A Fairytale

Today was a fairytale
You we're the prince
I used to be a damsel in distress
You took me by the hand and you picked me up at six
Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale
I wore a dress
You wore a dark grey t-shirt
You told me I was pretty when I looked like a mess
Today was a fairytale

Time slows down when ever you're around

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale
You've got a smile that takes me to another planet
Every move you make everything you say is right
Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale
All that I can say is now it's getting so much clearer
Nothing made sense until the time I saw your face
Today was a fairytale

......

***

Chapter 3

Reality of Love Story

Don’t expect real life will be as beautiful as in the movies or maybe princess-y movies. Falling in love can be both exciting and hurting..really i don’t lie.

Well, I started to fall in love with this boy around 3 years ago. I was too shy, I had never told my feeling to him. But i had told my friends and because of that my secret then became a not secret anymore. I did know too that this boy I liked had had a feeling to another girl for long time. I barely talked to him,,for me it’s just like loving a stranger. My friends had helped me to get close to him,,but I couldn’t because it’s just so hard for me. “What if he didn’t like me?, What if he rejected me?”..my friends kept telling me that he didn’t have to like me first..First of all I had to get close with him, let him know about me. Logic? Of course..but still i didn’t have any nerve for doing that.

Then one of my friends told me about this song. She said that this song was very pictured me. I’ve got to listened to it twice before i got the meaning and hell yeah..she’s perfectly right.

Artist: Michael Buble  Title: You Don’t Know Me

You give your hand to me
Then you say hello
I can hardly speak
My heart is beating so
And anyone can tell
You think you know me well
But you don't know me

No, you don't know the one
Who dreams of you at night
And longs to kiss your lips
And longs to hold you tight
Oh I'm just a friend
That's all I've ever been
'Cause you don't know me

I never knew
The art of making love
Though my heart aches
With love for you
Afraid and shy
I've let my chance to go by
The chance that you might
Love me, too

You give your hand to me
And then you say good-bye
I watch you walk away
Beside the lucky guy
You'll never never know
The one who loves you so
Well, you don't know me

You give your hand to me, baby
Then you say good-bye
I watch you walk away
Beside the lucky guy
No, no, you'll never ever know
The one who loves you so
Well, you don't know me

My friends kept fun of me with this song. I was okay with that because.. well,,that was so me: shy, didn’t have any nerve to do anything to get him. Wanna know what part of lyric they like to tease me? à “I watch you walk away. Beside the lucky guy”.

***

So then that day happened. The day when i heard the news that he’s finally  with the girl he liked. Truthfully,,i’ve never felt a broken hearted before. That was the first time and it’s really hurt. And you know what more hurt was? My friends had knew it already but they seemed oblivious to it. Seemed like they didn’t care enough about my feeling. I was so angry to them but I never showed it. I spent my day just like any ordinary days like nothing ever happened. After a week I acted like that, I just couldn’t hold it anymore. So,I went to my room ,,then i cried..cried as much as I wanted till i got sleepy then thankfully the next morning i felt so relieved. I tried to forget it, I tried to forgive my friends and promise to myself that i wouldn’t blame any of my friends for my own problem. I just thought positive that maybe they seemed oblivious to it because I’ve never told about it to them and because they didn’t want to upset me about it.

About that, i have my own song to picture it..and everytime i listen to it reminding me about how hurt broken-hearted is..

Artist: Taylor Swift  Title: Teardrops On My Guitar

Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I need
And everything that we should be

I'll bet she's beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything
That I have to live without

Drew talks to me
I laugh 'cause it's just so funny
I can't even see
Anyone when he's with me

He says he's so in love
He's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows
He's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

Drew walks by me
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She better hold him tight
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky 'cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

So I drive home alone
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down
And maybe get some sleep tonight

'Cuz he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

He's the time taken up but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into
Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see

***

So, there are black and white in the love story,.once it’s exciting but once it can be so damn hurting. I always questioned to myself like,“How could i fall in love with him?”,” Why him? Why not others? Why now?”. But when i thought about it more, I realized that i didnt want any other man, I just want him to be the guy that I love. Confusing??,,that’s why the more i think about him the more I like and also hate him.  Yeah, you’ve made me love you, Boy..

Artist: Miley Cyrus Title: 7 Things

I probably shouldn’t say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we shared

It was awesome, but we lost it
It’s not possible for me, not to care
And now we’re standing in the rain
But nothing’s ever gonna change until you hear, my dear

The 7 things I hate about you
The 7 things I hate about you, oh you
You’re vain, your games, you’re insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don’t know which side to buy
Your friends, they’re jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It’s awkward and it’s silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology
When you mean it, I’ll believe it
If you text it, I’ll delete it
Let’s be clear
Oh I’m not coming back
You’re taking 7 steps here
......

And compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention
The 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you
Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi’s
When we kiss I’m hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that’s both I’ll have to buy
Your hands in mine
When we’re intertwined, everything’s alright
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I like most that you do
You make me love you
You do

I had  just got smiled when i heard this song especially this part à “And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do.
You make me love you”

--THE END--

Wonderful Three And A Half Years

Agustus 2006 adalah hari pertama saya masuk sebagai mahasiswa di Fakultas Kedokteran Unair. First of everything..saya akhirnya tinggal di luar kota (dari Banjarmasin bermigrasi ke Surabaya) pisah pula dengan orang tua. How i faced it? nervous of course,,selain karena saya berpikir bahwa saya akan banyak bertemu anak-anak yang super duper pinter tapi juga perasaan bahwa saya ga akan punya banyak teman karena saya berasal dari daerah. Picik emang pemikirannya, but that's how me to faced everything,,dengan rasa pesimis. But i was wrong of course,,emang di awal semester cuman punya empat teman dekat (Shelma, Fira, Chyntia, dan Daniar) dan jujur sepertinya di awal semester saya mengalami agorafobia (fobia akan keramaian). But after semesters,,after i could adapt to the environment,,saya bisa berteman dengan banyak orang dan sepertinya fakultas kedokteran tidak menakutkan lagi. For this i want to thank my friends,,my dearest friends. And for thanking them i made this...enjoy!

     Berangkat dari tempat kos yg sama akhirnya kita berempat jadi temen deket

   and then comes Daniar,,

and now we're always be six..Hello Icha Sodari (foto ini wkt kita semester 4, dimana kita punya ide gila buat pake dresscode tiap hari senin..and look kita berenam udah kayak anak dari panti asuhan,,hehehe)

Temen-temen deket absenku juga ga kalah menyenangkannya kok,,(karena kita deket absennya jadinya kita selalu bareng pas praktikum) 

These are how we always celebrate birthday..tiap ada yg ulang tahun pasti ada traktiran entah makan ato karaokean...

Traktiran bertiga Shelma-Fira-Me (ulang tahun yang berdekatan dan diselingi dengan liburan semester made us to unite our birthdays)

Traktiran Chyntia ini waktu jaman puasa dan kita berenam nginep di rumahnya Chasod..Ada kejutan buat dia di akhir ultahnya dari pihak restorannya sendiri dan di akhir acara Fira and Chasod karaokean dong...aku, chyntia, Shelma dan Daniar just tagged along..

                      Traktiran Icha Sodari di Hanamasa,,minus Daniar coz dia masih di Balikpapan 

This picture was taken after Daniar's Surprise party..It's surprise coz tanpa sepengetahuannya kita mendadak ngedance thriller di depannya Daniar dan itu terjadi di parkiran sutos -untung sepi-. Why thriller? itu gara2 sebelumnya kita euphoria sama film This Is It but the most important it's because Daniar said she liked Michael Jackson a lot..

Di semester 4 ada kegiatan Bakti Sosial di luar kota..boring at first but in the last day i got excited coz akhirnya bisa punya pengalaman menghadapi pasien...Kita nginep di rumah warga waktu itu. They're so friendly to us..paling seneng sama makanannya,,semua makanan sederhana jadi enak semuanya di sini..tempe goreng, sayur asem, dan banyak lagi...Jadi lebih menyukai pedesaan sejak baksos ini.

  Ketiga foto ini diambil sewaktu Malam Perenungan Baksos. (ga bohong tapi aku nangis waktu perenungan itu)

Lima semester di kampus sudah cukup membuat kita gila (apalagi semester 5 dimana farmakologi dan penelitian bertemu),,dan sekarang berpindah ke rumah sakit selama 2 semester untuk menikmati menjadi clerk..-It's clerkship time-..

                                 Waktu clerk di Interna (bagian paru) sempet foto sama PPDS-nya

                   Waktu Clerk Bedah,,nungguin dosennya ga datang-datang akhirnya kita berfoto ria

      Masih di Clerk Bedah,,suka banget ama ni foto

  

 (still) clerk bedah -ga mau kalah sama kelompok lain yang uda foto duluan di Ruang Pertemuan SOETOJO

So,,it's been a great 3 and a half years..and it's the climax

     Yudisium diadakan 3 kali buat angkatan 2006..and this picute was taken sewaktu yudisium terakhir

Setelah yudisium terakhir means that we've graduated..(ada tambahan S,Ked di belakang nama kita)..tapi perjuangan belum selesai karena masih ada Dokter Muda (semacam magang di RS. Soetomo Surabaya) selama satu setengah tahun..dan sebelum jadi dokter muda kita harus janji dulu yaitu, "Janji DM".

      Setelah Janji DM di Aula

Welcoming me..

Hello everyone,,im newby here. So i've posted about My Movie Journal as my first blog post. Well it's not new coz as you've seen, the last movie i had seen in there was dated on February 23rd..I have posted 'My Movie Journal' in my facebook note and somehow some people got interested in that note (can't say that i'm not proud of it)

So now i want to introduce myself..Im Nerissa Tamara Putri but everyone calls me Icha (which better coz me myself has a trouble when pronouncing Nerissa since i can't say "R"). My birthday is on March,,which by the way is this month, so im newly 21 now. Im a medical student who thankfully has graduated after 3 and a half years. Those years had been a great time..there had been sad and happy moments and time when i learned about how to act mature (thank you for my friends esp d'mbecaks). For now I just feel myself is different compared with myself 4 years ago, differently better.

So i'm 21 now, am getting ready to internship, will be a better person, will be ready to face the 'real world'....wish me luck always!...

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My Movie Journal

I spent my holiday mostly watching movies..this has been my longest holiday started from the end of December until now...meanwhile i always updated about what movies i've watched in Twitter..since there have been many movies i've watched, so i just got a thought that maybe i had to recollect al my updates in twitter (the ones bout movies) and then made it like journal. So here it is the movies i've been watching since December 28th, 2009 till February 23rd, 2010:

February 23rd, 2010

Inglourious Basterds: Leave it to Quentin Tarantino if u wanna see movie like reading book,, Inglourious Basterds was super cool movie..like all d aspects of it.

February 22nd, 2010

Jennifer's Body: this movie was so lame,,please increase ur acting skill than your body Miss Fox.

February 13th, 2010

The Parent Trap: Still innocent Lindsay Lohan. Have watched it like maybe for a hundred times but still like it.

February 3rd, 2010

Basic Instict: if u wanna see sharon stone naked almost all the time,,u'd better see this,,LOL.

February 2nd, 2010

Green Mile Part 2: terpana ngeliat endingnya,,made me think and left me with this: surely i dont want eternity in my life,,not by being left by people i loved..the world is not beautiful again if we can’t enjoy it with the people we love.

February 1st,2010

Green Mile part 1: nonton di Global TV pada siang hari (1 hari menjelang ujian SP IKM),,ttg khdpn d blok sel u/ para narapidana tereksekusi,,based on Stephen King novel,,tertarik karena ada Tom Hanks disini,,ga nyesel coz filmya emang bagus..

January 30th, 2010

Greta: Hilary duff really has to think twice if she wants to take other rebel gal character,,all sucks sides for cinematograph n soundtrack.

The Boy in The Striped Pyjamas: very great movie,,showed how NAZI in the point of view of innocent kid,,miris bgt endingnya.

January 28th,2010

Jeepers Creepers 2: on Trans TV rite now...Uda pernah nonton yg pertama waktu SMA dulu,,nyeremin bgt,, klo yg kedua tetep serem but the first was more frightening coz it left me with nightmare after that

January 27th, 2010

The Notebook: Filmnya biasa bgt,,tp suka bgt sama penampilan Rachel McAdams disitu,,baju n make-upnya keren2 bgt,,vintage-ly cool..

Avatar: Nonton ini jd ngingetin ttg kolonisasi VOC,,bedanya d avatar si penjajah cpt bs ditumpas klo d indonesia hrs beratus2 thn dulu.. It’s good but not good enough to make me see this movie twice..lil bored at 1st but the war scene was great,cap jempol bwt james cameron.

January 26th, 2010

Brothers: good movie,,there's mine n my sister's fave actors Natalie Portman n Jake Gyllenhaal...pas bgt ya mereka bisa maen 1 film.

January 25th, 2010

Dirty Dancing: weirdo me,,why i've found Dirty Dancing 2: Havana Night way more better than Dirty Dancing?..it so so boring,,n really not exciting.

New York I love You: one more time,,BORING..ga ngerti arah ceritanya kemana, dan menurutku alurnya agak berantakan.

January 22nd, 2010

Traitor: Nonton film ini untuk kedua kalinya..tetep bikin terperangah,,salut sama penggagas idenya.

January 17th, 2010

Con Air: Have watched it for 3 times,,like the action scenes so much,,wonder how they could make it so amazin. A very touchy ending this film had.

January 16th, 2010

Disturbia: Shia LeBouf was just so cute..this film's so reminded of myself,,got stuck in the house n did nothing useful except spending much time by eating all the things i could eat and sleeping too much..(wonder why im getting fat).

January 15 th, 2010

Traitor: ..had liked this from the opening,,,serious movie but so recommended to watch...

January 14th, 2010

Changeling: I rated 8.5/10..couldn’t hold my tears in the end..bagus bgt,,ga lagi de judge the book by its cover

January 13th, 2010

A Very Brady Sequel:,,LOL.. keluarga konyol yg bener2 polos..bakal pura2 ga kenal de klo ada keluarga yg kayak gitu.

January 12th, 2010

It Could Happen To You: Peran Nicholas Cage di sini beda bgt dibandingin film2nya yg kebanyakan action,, dia jd super dermawan tp sayang punya super bitchy wife.

January 10th, 2010

The Time Traveler's Wive: rated 5/10. Eric Bana so gorgeus in there. He n Rachel McAdams played well as a couple.

January 9th, 2010

Sleepless In Seattle: Finding true love needs hardwork too..how can we know who our true love is?

Airplane!: A very konyol movie,,saking konyolnya ga tau mesti ketawa to ga (lawakannya terlalu aneh untuk diketawain).

January 8th, 2010

Princess And The Frog: sedikit mengobati kerinduanku akan film 2D Disney,,but still..ga semenarik waktu aku nonton film princess2an jaman kecil dulu,,maybe i’m just too big now to enjoy that kind of movie or it’s just this movie that’s not as good as before??dunno..

Juno: after watched it for 2 times,,now i can see it as a good movie,,love the soundtracks..cute,innocent n unique personality Juno had.

Suicide Club: 50 teenage girls without any fear or hesitation,together they jump in front of the train and BUMP!..the blood's everywhere (yep,,that’s the intro for this movie which successfully made me stay up late for the night)..but that’s just the first coz kejadian bunuh diri malah jadi bencana nasional,,weirdo movie (terutama penyebab bencana bunuh diri itu sendiri)..adegan kesukaan: waktu sekumpulan anak sma jatuh bareng2 dari atap sekolah mereka cuman karena mereka tergabung dalam club yg baru aja mereka ciptakan..Suicide Club

January 7th, 2010

Leprechaun: played by Jennifer Aniston, she really doesnt change much despite that movie made in 90's..cukup menghibur buat orang yg kebosanan.

January 6th, 2010

Be Kind Rewind: Tiga org yg punya ide kreatif tuk bwt film, gantiin smua film yg uda kehapus dgn istilahnya 'sweden',, remind me of moymoypalaboy. Ada Jack Black di film ini,,surely this is a funny movie.

January 5th, 2010

Twilight: After watching it for 3 times,,i've just got realized that Stephenie Meyer made an appereance though it's just for less than 5 secs.

I Not Stupid Too: A singapore movie told about family and friendship..really touchy coz made me learn to love my family more and I saw the friendship between Tom n Chengchai just like james potter n sirius black's friendship,,true bff.

January 3rd, 2010

The Other Boleyn Girl: two thumbs up for Scarlett n Natalie Portman,,have watched twice n never getting bored.

Introducing Dorothy Dandridge: story bout typical hollywood star who died because of overdosage in such young age. Hollywood’s life really mean.

January 2nd, 2010

Man on fire: listed as my best movie of the decade..Denzel Washington n Dakota Fanning really played well,,amazed me from the start and made me cry at the end.

December 31st, 2009

War Inc: wuihh ada Hilary Duff disini...i like her appareance in thIS movie,,so different with that red lipstick.

December 30th, 2009

The Eye 10: baru nonton film ini untuk kedua kalinya bareng kakak,,serem tp juga kocak..sedikit memparodikan film the eye soalnya.

Advantureland: simple story,,nice though ditengah-tengah film ngerasa ceritanya agak kayak telenovela,,said set in 80's but didnt seem like 80's.

December 28th, 2009

Perfume: Gosh..ni film lumayan vulgar..just with a little splash of perfume could make people going nuts.

Zombieland: lumayan seru,,,tapi adegan kejar2an zombienya ga setegang yang kukira. Like Shaun Of The Dead better..